Perhaps receiving His call to serve in ministry required a battle which ended in surrender to Him? Maybe there are other areas in your life where surrender has been difficult? Pride, attachment, fear, and control are just a few factors that exist within each of us, making surrender exceedingly difficult at times. This raises some fair questions. Is surrender worth it? And if so, why is it worth it? Better yet why is living for Christ worth it? My thought on this is quite simple - there is beauty in the surrender.